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"Heartless" is my personal webcomic that I'm working on. It tells the story of the ghost of a burnt man who falls in love with a beautiful, mildly schizophrenic woman after saving her from a near-death experience. He has lost all memory of his life and who he was, but remembers the protagonist from a very long time ago. He tries to let her know, and believes that she might be the key to his memories, but also wants to let her go on with her life because his presence frightens her and soon begins to drive her paranoid.
The woman, having been born with intense phobia of fire and severe burns, is frightened by him but later also grows attracted to him and begins feeling a connection to him. She ironically nicknames him Heartless after she confirmed that he's dead, and that he died by having his heart ripped out.
The story focuses on the beauty behind damage and revolves around psychology and dealing with a number of traumas.

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Heartless: Protagonist (still looking for a name)
The title says it all. I can't seem to find the right name for her. I've thought of a few names before, but I just feel like they don't suit her. I want something that sounds good, perhaps something with a meaning that describes her character. 

Some information on her character:
She has mild schizophrenia.
She has an ability of communicating with the dead and sensing people's thoughts and emotions. That could either be a hallucination caused by schizophrenia, or one of the things that caused her schizophrenia.
She often hears a loud buzzing in her ears when a paranormal event occurs, but it could also be caused by brain damage.
A part of her consciousness acts autonomously, talking in a woman's high pitched voice and warning her about things. The voice can turn from serious to psychotic and vice versa.
She has phobia of fire and severe burns, and remembers dying by fire in her past life.
Personality-wise, she is often polite unless someone triggers her sharp tongue and sarcasm. Some past traumatic experiences of abuse and rape attempts have made her take on a "bitch" attitude whenever she senses someone is trying to wrong her, but is actually very caring and sensitive at heart. She blames herself for everything she "allowed" to happen to her, and often tries to "punish" herself subcionsciously through various ways, without realising it.
She tries to keep her mind busy from thinking by having a very busy daily schedule full of various things, including arts such as dancing or fighting.
Long story short, she is desperately trying to appear perfect on the outside because she knows she's actually broken.
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The title says it all. I can't seem to find the right name for her. I've thought of a few names before, but I just feel like they don't suit her. I want something that sounds good, perhaps something with a meaning that describes her character. I uploaded a sketch of her on stash (link at the bottom of the post).

Some information on her character:
She has mild schizophrenia.
She has an ability of communicating with the dead and sensing people's thoughts and emotions. That could either be a hallucination caused by schizophrenia, or one of the things that caused her schizophrenia.
She often hears a loud buzzing in her ears when a paranormal event occurs, but it could also be caused by brain damage.
A part of her consciousness acts autonomously, talking in a woman's high pitched voice and warning her about things. The voice can turn from serious to psychotic and vice versa.
She has phobia of fire and severe burns, and remembers dying by fire in her past life.
Personality-wise, she is often polite unless someone triggers her sharp tongue and sarcasm. Some past traumatic experiences of abuse and rape attempts have made her take on a "bitch" attitude whenever she senses someone is trying to wrong her, but is actually very caring and sensitive at heart. She blames herself for everything she "allowed" to happen to her, and often tries to "punish" herself subcionsciously through various ways, without realising it.
She tries to keep her mind busy from thinking by having a very busy daily schedule full of various things, including arts such as dancing or fighting.
Long story short, she is desperately trying to appear perfect on the outside because she knows she's actually broken.

 

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Heartless: Protagonist  (still looking for a name) by HeartlessAmnesiac
     So I have a friend who loves martial arts. However, her teacher is an abusive asshole. He's good at nothing but beating people up, and often shames women, and even harasses them. Almost all of his female students left his school in the past year because they couldn't stand his dick attitude.
     He openly admits that he's a misogynist and that beautiful women disgust him. My friend, being the most feminine and beautiful one is the student he gives the most shit to. He even strikes out on her from time to time and blames her for things that are his own fault. He also makes a ton of sexist comments. And when she confronts him about it, he claims that it's her fault because she has a problematic personality (bullshit, she's one of the best people I know).
     His only excuse is always the same, that she has a sharp tongue and disrespects him, but the truth is that she started out respecting him way too much and he did everything he could to make her hate him. He even threatened her once that he'd hit her. Quite the martial arts teacher...
     She tolerated him only because he is very good at the martial art he teaches, but now she's grown sick of him and wants to find a chance to tell him off and humiliate him in front of all his students, while secretly recording the entire thing in case he does something to her such as hitting her, threatening her, or harassing her in any other way.
      I don't know if that would be the right thing to do. I do believe he deserves it, but he has often shown signs of being mentally unstable and dangerous and I don't know what he could do to her. She says she's not afraid of him and that if he dared to hit her she would sue him in an instant, but things could get worse than she expects.
       What would you guys do?

Edit: She messaged him and told him what she thinks of him. Then she blocked him. Now she's depressed and crying, although she thinks it was the right thing to do. Women...
Character Design: Heartless (OC)
    "Heartless" is my personal webcomic that I'm working on.  It tells the story of the ghost of a burnt man who falls in love with a beautiful, mildly schizophrenic woman after saving her from a near-death experience. He has lost all memory of his life and who he was, but remembers the protagonist from a very long time ago. He tries to let her know, and believes that she might be the key to his memories, but also wants to let her go on with her life because his presence frightens her and soon begins to drive her paranoid.
     The woman, having been born with intense phobia of fire and severe burns, is frightened by him but later also grows attracted to him and begins feeling a connection to him. She ironically nicknames him Heartless after she confirmed that he's dead, and that he died by having his heart ripped out.
     The story focuses on the beauty behind damage and revolves around psychology and dealing with a number of traumas.

Heartless's real name is Aizel but it's only revealed near the end of the story, along with his past and death. At first he appears distant, cold and sometimes intimidating, and refuses to give the protagonist any information about himself, but in fact cares about her and often tries to help and comfort her. He soon begins to feel addicted to her presence, but also tries to hold back because he doesn't want to drain what little sanity is left in her, believing that he's harming her. As the story progresses, the protagonist finds it hard to distinguish whether he's real of a creation of her mind.

Heartless was in his mid 30's at the time of his death, has burns all over his body, lacks both his ears, and the irises of his eyes are pale as though he's blind. His heart had been ripped out of his body while he was still alive. The reason behind that is revealed near the end of the story, along with everything that happened before his death, and his connection to the protagonist.

In an older version of the story, he first came off as very kind and charming but eventually turned out to be sadistic, toying with the protagonist's sanity, driving her insane, possessing her and eventually making her suicide, wiping out her memories and trapping her with him. His appearance was also slightly different.

I'll upload the protagonist next.

(P.S. No mature filter because I erased his genitals.)
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A heartless, empty shell. (Animated GIF)
     "Heartless" is my personal webcomic that I'm working on.  It tells the story of the ghost of a burnt man who falls in love with a beautiful, mildly schizophrenic woman after saving her from a near-death experience. He has lost all memory of his life and who he was, but remembers the protagonist from a very long time ago. He tries to let her know, and believes that she might be the key to his memories, but also wants to let her go on with her life because his presence frightens her and soon begins to drive her paranoid.
     The woman, having been born with intense phobia of fire and severe burns, is frightened by him but later also grows attracted to him and begins feeling a connection to him. She ironically nicknames him Heartless after she confirmed that he's dead, and that he died by having his heart ripped out.
     The story focuses on the beauty behind damage and revolves around psychology and dealing with a number of traumas.
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yuuike Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Student Digital Artist
Ahhhh thank you so much for the watch bby:iconmuahplz: I really appreciate it <333

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Glinel Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2017  Student Interface Designer
Thank you so much for the +WATCH!
It's very much appreciated!

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carlos-salva-art Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch by carlos-salva-art  
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MissNickyX Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2017  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you so much for watching me xxx.03 by MissNickyX  
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MissNickyX Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2017  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you so much for adding me to your favourites by MissNickyX  
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okayokayfinefine Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2017  New Deviant Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the watch and the llama :D
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HeartlessAmnesiac Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're welcome! :)
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UltroiD Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch! ;)
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Astral-Chan Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2017  Professional Filmographer
Thanks for the watch~! Awesome art and concepts~ :D
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HeartlessAmnesiac Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're welcome,and thank you too! You have a great gallery!
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